Faith in myself. That somehow my being here now has benefit to myself and others. An ongoing sense of walls closing down. Calling it gangstalking might seem extreme. One might ask, what’s so important about you that “they” would take interest? It could be discussed that Christians believe “Jesus” has a plan for each of their lives, that “he” can see them as each individual, and that “his” plans date back generations, back to “Adam and Eve.” So it’s not really a stretch that other forces/ entities/ powers might have designs on the lives of individuals, (if not every single individual), also dating back generations. That whatever’s out there might have awareness of individual lives and thoughts.
Gangstalking could come in many forms and levels of subtlety, over different timelines spanning, again, generations. Technology is more advanced than the general public is led to believe. Data collection and manipulation is pretty easy. Who really knows how transparent our thoughts are. Certainly there have been software and applications in the works for decades at least to read emotions and thoughts.
So those of us who have done extensive inner work and increased our awareness might stand out in these realms. There is absolutely no way that the “covid” debacle, replete with forced and coerced drugging, censorship, and linguistic manipulation, was okay. It was really not okay. Personal responsibility and projection aside, it was clearly not okay. Whether human greed was the only source of the problem is not clear to me. I do not have personal experience with extraterrestrials and I do not know the details of agendae at play.
I do know I awakened long before to the reality of forced and coerced drugging, with toxic drugs that do not heal, through experiences and observations of allopathic psychiatry and oncology. And drugging symptoms or cutting out symptom-causers is the MO for all areas of the mainstream medical system in all its scamminess, including scammy insurance with its reductive, limited coding and ridiculous expensiveness.
I awakened to the reality and powers of language, labeling, propaganda, and social engineering through experiences and observations of psychiatry. Linguistic practices that promote and enforce saneism, some overt and some insidiously subtle, are completely normalized in most areas of society and to point them out generally invites ridicule and being told one is “too sensitive.” A seminal extreme experience is labeled and drugged and the experiencer is branded with a feared, stigmatized label and told she’ll need to use toxic drugs and remain under the purview of indoctrinated mind control agents for the rest of her life. That she should aspire to be “normal.”
Personal responsibility and good citizenship have up to this point seemed key for effectively “staying under the radar.” I believed I had safely and responsibly “exited the system” was staying under whatever radars and that I was sufficiently “passing as normal” to avoid scrutiny, coercion, force. Yet a seemingly unrelated collection of recent life events, many traumatic shatterings from betrayal and deception engendering desire to die and self-questions about why I am here in this world, makes me wonder what’s really going on, and if I am a target on some level(s).
I believe that psychiatric labeling, incarceration, drugging, and brainwashing in combination with ongoing social stigma, enforced by problematic yet normalized linguistic practices, is an effective system to snuff out truly free thought. If there are actually resets a la Tartaria, we are in another reset now and it would benefit those in power to snuff out those not going along with it.
Turning to “truther” communities only yielded more intense linguistic saneism, and ableism. I hesitate to call it “ableism” because I am not disabled. So that’s another problematic word. Yet some free thinkers are effectively “disabled” in this world, which is a commentary on the nature of the world more than their abilities, which are plentiful.
But in any case what I’m trying to say is that “truther” communities I have known practice saneism and are therefore part of the problem. There are fewer truly “free thinkers” in them than they’d like to think. I believe that the capacity to experience extreme states (which are often labeled “psychosis”) is a gift and the truest kind of free thought. People who would stigmatize that experience are part of the problem, unpaid trapped inhumane mind control agents puppeted by the powers that be.
Not that one wants to be in an extreme state very often, or even more than once in their lifetime. That’s where personal responsibility comes in. Once this gift is managed, it can still be drawn from and used to enhance awareness and sensitivity to what’s going on in the world.
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